It was a haunted halloween thing where people pop out at you and scare you as you're going through. It was fun for about 5 minutes until my friends and I took a wrong turn and ended up at the very end of the maze before we got through any of the middle part. We tried to go backwards so we could experience the whole thing, but on our way back, instead of scaring us, the people working in the maze kept telling us we were going the wrong way.
It was kind of a sad way to end my halloween. I asked one of my friends what she wanted to do after we got back from the maze, but she said she was going to meet her other friend Ashley at a restaurant. Oh. She said it in this sheepish way, like she knew that she was excluding me, and was trying to skirt the subject. Its funny, because her embarrassment about it was really what made me upset. If she had just said it in an open, nonchalant way I wouldn't have thought much of it. I would have thought, oh, of course she's not inviting me, why would she want me around when she can confide in a cooler, better friend? But she said it like she knew she was wronging me, and I guess that made me feel like I really was being cast aside.
I feel so far away from everyone. No one really likes me except for a couple people who I have serious issues with. One's clingy, one's a homophobe, and one's just an all around mess. I can't bear it, I think I'll die alone.
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